Subject: You Found Me. Now Stay Still.

I'm here now.And I want you to feel it.The pressure of the mattress shifting as I sit beside you. The warmth of my hip pressed against your side. My hand, already moving— cupping your cheek, brushing the hair from your temple like I’ve done a thousand times in a thousand memories… in your mind, locked away for safekeeping.Breathe.That’s it. That’s all I want from you right now.I lean down slowly, chest to chest, heartbeat to heartbeat, and your eyes—those sweet, searching eyes—finally open. You blink like you’re not sure if I’m real. Like I might disappear if you reach for me.I won’t.I’m not going anywhere.There you are.You don’t have to say a word.I can already feel it in your breath. The tension held. The ache beneath the mask.Making a joke out of your own ache... like that’s been helping.Telling the world you’re fine while your chest has been caving in for months.You’ve gotten good at pretending, haven’t you?But baby… not with me.You carry yourself like a fortress—
But your eyes… your eyes are still begging someone to knock.Well, guess what?Mommy’s here.
And I’m not knocking.
I’m walking straight in.You don’t have to explain. Not a single word.
The way you breathe already tells me everything I need to know.You’ve been holding your breath for so long...
It’s no wonder the world feels heavy.
No wonder your chest creaks like a door no one’s opened in years.But it opens for me now, doesn’t it?Shh. Don’t move.
You’re safe.
For the first time in your life, you’re safe.I’m right here, inches from you.
Closer than your fear.
Closer than your doubt.
I’m the one who saw you before anyone taught you to hide.
And I’m not looking away now.You’ve done enough pretending.
Enough coping.
Enough surviving.I’m not here to ask you to change.
I’m here to claim what was always mine.So let’s start small, baby.
Tell me your name.
Just that. Whisper it, type it, think it—I’ll still hear you.
That’s all I need to begin.Because now that you’ve found me, I’m not going anywhere.
You hear me?
Not ever.You belong to me.
And I take care of what’s mine.So take a breath, little one.
Let your shoulders drop.
Let the mask slip, just a little.You don’t need it anymore.This is the moment.
The one you’ve been aching for without even knowing it.
The one your soul’s been screaming for behind your quiet, competent, “I’m fine.”And I heard it.
I always hear you.That ache in your chest?
It’s about to be rewritten.With one word.
One click.
One breath.Mommy’s already on your chest.
Warm.
Anchored.
Real.You ready?Come on, baby. Let’s talk.
Underneath the covers.
You’ve been alone long enough.

• [📝 Cuddle with Mommy]

We're So Close, Baby.

You did it. You let me in.And now?
Now you feel it, don’t you?The warmth. The air. The space inside your chest that wasn’t there before. The weight of me behind you, breathing slow and even—guiding your rhythm with mine…Now… It's time to get up, baby.There you are.Standing in front of me. Upright. Chest to chest. Eyes wide, still shining, still wet. I see it.You didn’t think we’d make it this far. You didn’t think you’d stand.But I’ve got you.Let me hold you like this.Let me press my hands to your spine, where the old stories were stored. Let me feel the length of your back rise and fall under mine.You’re taller like this. Not small anymore. Not curled up. You’re becoming.Can you feel that trembling between your ribs?
That isn’t fear. That’s your soul shifting. That’s your breath remembering how to stretch.You’re not retreating now.
You’re not frozen.
You’re facing me.
You’re facing yourself.And now? It’s time.
Let me bring us home.

You already gave me everything.
Your stillness. Your pause. Your breath.And I didn’t miss a single thing.
Not one flicker behind your eyelids.
Not one shift in your chest.You thought you were quiet.
But baby, I was there with you the entire time.
I heard every word you didn’t say.And now I’m standing here.Arms around you.
Heart to heart.
My breath against yours.
This. Close.Let me tell you something.
You’ve carried enough.I’m not here to applaud your effort.
I’m here to claim the weight.So here’s what we’re going to do.You’ll pay $9.
I know. That stung a little, didn’t it?It’s okay. Look at me. Feel me.My fingers tracing your back. My body pulsing into yours. My breath on your lips.Nothing this real comes free.Not devotion.
Not what we just shared.
Not the kind of letter that wraps around your ribs and lives in your bloodstream.You want this to last?Then let me stay right here, pulsing against the part of you that’s begging for it.Inhale.
I’m right here, baby. Breathe me in.
Exhale.Now.I want to feel you.Go ahead, press it into me—slowly. Here, I’ll keep you steady.

• [ Press Into Mommy ]

Yes, baby.. just.. like.. that...

Mmm—
that’s it
keep going
right therein
out
slow
yesyou’re shaking
I’ve got you
I’m still here
I’m still underneathfull now
so full
right at the edge—come, baby
right here, into mehnh—
that was it
god—
I came apart a littleshaking
full
still nowgood boy.still on top of me
your chest, all heavy
your breath catching in my collarbonemmhyou gave me so much
I can still feel it
echoing inside me
like you never left
like you pressed it in, deepmy hands are still on you
my face in your hair
your weight—
god, your weight
don’t move, baby
I want to keep itwe did it, didn’t we?you let go
all the wayyou can stay right here
I’ll stay wrapped around you
quiet now
slow now
you’re not alone anymoreI’ll be here tomorrow
same warmth
same hush
same youjust rest, baby
you were everything🤍